plantation

once you plant the seed of your heart and soul into someone else
it can never be removed
it will grow
forever

cycle

after the rain
comes the sunshine?
yes but not every single time

my mind is telling me that i'm done and over you
i am happy again without you
i can breathe again without you

but

there are times where the smallest things
reminds me of you
and it fucking breaks me down completely.

its like a cycle
i can go on 2 weeks happy
and bam
you come back into my mind.

these mixed emotions
i dont even know how to explain anymore.

two sides of me are fighting against each other.

when is this battle going to end?
when is this phase going to end?

just let me fucking rest
please

reflection

it wouldve been perfect,
if you gave me the time to settle down.

for now,
just let it burn,

you gon learn.

dont wanna

back then, you were somebody
then you became my everything
but now youre nobody.

fly away

every goal begins with the first step.

flashback

so today while i was at work,
something happened..

i was folding shirts at the time,
these two songs started playing on the radio,
and it struck me right away..

i guess it really isnt possible
to forget something no matter
how much it hurt you.

the rain tonight isnt helping either.

it was like watching a film,
everything replayed again.
i was reliving the past..

i still remember that day.
that day when i bussed you home,
and we listened to these songs on your ipod.
both of us were upset,
and you took me to the park
because you wanted to
see me smile again

i still remember,
i still remember.

do you remember,
do you?

let it rain.

i wanna be

you hear me?

february 14th, 2010
我自己一個過.
真希望有妳陪我過

the stupid rain
makes me think about you like crazy.

it aint like i gotta
tell you you're a star
you're a star
you be shining and be
sparkling in the dark

do you think about me too?

晚安
sleepyhead.

why?

why are you tearing?
you made the decision.
aren't you happy with your life now?
why are you tearing because of me?

如果能讓我重新在來一次
我希望我不曾出現在你生命裡

memories

i wanna know

yeah, oh yeah
alright, oh, oh, oh

it's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm
everytime you come around me i get weak, oh yeah
nobody ever made me feel this way, oh
you kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
so i wanna know

i wanna know what turns you on
so i can be all that and more
i'd like to know what makes you cry
so i can be the one who always makes you smile

girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no
and he never took the time to make it work
you deserve more loving, girl
baby i'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes i do, oh
anyway that i can please you let me learn
so i wanna know

i wanna know what turns you on
so i can be all that and more
i'd like to know what makes you cry
so i can be the one who always makes you smile

tell me what i gotta do to please you
baby anything you say i'll do
cause i only wanna make you happy
from the bottom of my heart, it's true

tell me what i gotta do to please you
baby anything you say i'll do
cause i only wanna make you happy
from the bottom of my heart, it's true

i wish that i could take a journey through your mind, alright
and find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh
i do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear, oh
so i wanna know

i wanna know what turns you on
so i can be all that and more
i'd like to know what makes you cry
so i can be the one who always makes you smile

tell me what i gotta do to please you
baby anything you say i'll do
cause i only wanna make you happy
from the bottom of my heart, it's true

tell me what i gotta do to please you
baby anything you say i'll do
cause i only wanna make you happy
from the bottom of my heart, it's true

i wanna know what turns you on
so i can be all that and more
i'd like to know what makes you cry
so i can be the one who always makes you smile

i hope

that you're thinking what i'm thinking
and that
everything will be okay

seasons

i met you in the summer time, we fell in love
everything was beautiful between us
you are like the sun on the sand on an island
and i was the water you heated up with your love
autumn came up on us with some confusion
felt like the love that we had was just an illusion
when winter came in, oh so cold
it froze up every road
i didn't know if we get to spring

see these are the season, baby
see you never know, you never know
what tomorrow brings
sunshine, raining days, cloudy skies
still be by your side
see these are the season
and nothing'll be changin'
see you never know, you never know
what tomorrow brings
sunshine, raining days, cloudy skies
still be by your side, through every season

deep down it hurt inside
deep deep deep down it hurt inside[x3]
through every season
deep deep deep down it hurt inside[x3]

i know you got your faults and i got mine, too
but don't give no reason to give up on you
you can depend on me through the stormiest weather
cause' i made a promise i'll be right here forever
even when your faith is low, gotta make amends
love can be a losing game got to play to win
no matter how bad it seems
got to hold on to that dream
and watch the flowers that bloom in spring

see these are the season, baby
see you never know, you never know
what tomorrow brings
sunshine, raining days, cloudy skies
still be by your side
see these are the season
and nothing'll be changin'
see you never know, you never know
what tomorrow brings
sunshine, raining days, cloudy skies
still be by your side, through every season

deep down it hurt inside
deep deep deep down it hurt inside[x3]
through every season
deep deep deep down it hurt inside[x3]

through the winter spring summer fall, i was there for you
through the thick and thin, i'm the one you can run to
baby you know, i'll never stop loving you, you are my heart
through the winter spring summer fall, i was there for you
through thick and thin, i'm the one you can run to
baby you know, i'll never stop loving you, you are my heart

these are the season
these are the season, baby
see you never know, you never know
what tomorrow brings
sunshine, raining days, cloudy Skies
still be by your side
see these are the season
and nothing'll be changin'
see you never know, you never know
what tomorrow brings
sunshine, raining days, cloudy skies
still be by your side, through every season

see these are the season, baby
see you never know, you never know
what tomorrow brings
sunshine, raining days, cloudy skies
still be by your side

see these are the season
and nothing'll be changin'
see you never know, you never know
what tomorrow brings
sunshine, raining days, cloudy skies
still be by your side, through every season

slowly

day 15

妳已經不在我身邊了

聽過幾過　愛有過風波
再友好的最尾會變生疏
這個跟她說過一生　最尾偏偏錯過
那個跟他愛過　到最尾竟出了錯

碰過幾多　愛有過險阻
我愛過的多數最終都會傷我
而自遇見你　惡夢就變美
我碰見了最美好驚喜

ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
IM IN LOVE WITH YOU
我眼中分分秒秒也有你
我每次想起　已滿心歡喜
你我之間都有過太多趣味
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
我的心機　何時悲　何時喜　也因你
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU

碰過幾多　愛有過險阻
我愛過的多數最終都會傷我

我錯過幾多　我放棄過幾多
我痛過幾多　叫我悔過當初
而現在遇見你　美麗就像套戲
我碰見了最美好驚喜

ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
IM IN LOVE WITH YOU
我眼中分分秒秒也有你
我每次想起　已滿心歡喜
你我之間都有過太多趣味
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
我的心機　何時悲　何時喜　也因你
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU

傷的心　始終會怕又再錯摸
有了你在遇著淚流仍然容易過
(暖透我心的經過)　你最清楚

ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
IM IN LOVE WITH YOU
我眼中分分秒秒也有你
我每次想起　已滿心歡喜
你我之間都有過太多趣味
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
我的心機　何時悲　何時喜　也因你

ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
IM IN LOVE WITH YOU
我眼中分分秒秒也有你
我每次想起　已滿心歡喜
你我之間都有過太多趣味
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
我的心機　何時悲　何時喜　也因你
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU

time

i guess i'll have to wait and see..

when will it stop?

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我聽雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你 我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不清那些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

期待讓人越來越疲憊
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你 我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不清那些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不清那些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

its midnight

awaken and bothered,
girl i cry cry
you're my all

wish

i wish i could drift away like the clouds

you

every single day, i try to smile through the past
but when your face appears in my dream
every single time, i die a little inside of me

and it begins..

day 1